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Seizures, Seizures, Seizures GO AWAY

2009-11-08T14:12:00.003-06:00

So Sean as you can see from my title had more seizures this past week. He had 3 with in 36 hour period and they were a little different than his usual ones we have seen.

Two of them happened at school and one at home. His eyes rolled to the back of his head which they have never done before. It totally scared EVERYONE who saw them his aid, teacher, and me.

I called the neuro and they had us come in on Thursday the seizures happened Tuesday and Wednesday. We can not figure out anything that triggered them he is not sick no fever, cough, sniffles, nothing, hasn't had a growth spurt not sleep deprived.

We are nervous because of the new feature of his seizures the eye rolling. He is on trileptal right now of 4 ml twice a day and now he is taking 5 ml twice a day.

He has lost a couple of pounds since the last visit which he is just thinning out, his neurological exam was the same as last time which is good news.

We have to take him in for a sleep deprived EEG this Tuesday. We have to put him down to bed at 7:00 tomorrow night and wake him up at 2:00 AM and keep him awake until all of the leads are on his head. How are we going to do this and how I am I ever going to sleep again.

I got a part time job at the nursing home which I am excited about (that is another post) and have to work tomorrow from 3-11 PM and than have class Tues night 6-10 PM and work Wed 3-11 PM, class Thurs 6-10 PM and Fri AM I take my state boards test. Sat I have my Math test and I am working 3-11:0)

Life is definitely chaotic right now. I am stressed out.... to say the least!

Falling leaves and autumn fun

2009-10-21T17:22:00.004-05:00

So this week the weather has been beautiful it has been in the 60's so it is actually FALL weather. A few things Sean and I have been working on. Sean loves all of the falling leaves, jumping in them, walking on them to hear the "crunch", seeing the wind move them all around.

He also loves feeding the ducks and geese which we got to do the other day at the pond. Today we went to a pumpkin farm and it was great because it was before school got out so there was no big kids around.

We went thru a hay maze, a corn field maze, and much much more. I have been enjoying all of the extra time I have with Sean while I am still home.

I finished my first nursing class now I just need to sit for my board exam on November 13th. So I have been studying for that as well as my math class. I have a math test on Saturdays.

Tomorrow we are going to carve, decorate his pumpkin. More pictures to come! He picked out a Pirate Mr. Potato thing for his pumpkin I am sure it will turn out cute! Sorry for the lack of blogging but between school and therapies and all of the fun stuff in between we are very very busy!

Sean is now only going to go to PT once a month and OT every other week besides the OT, SPT, and Social worker at school so that will free up more of our time too.

Fall

2009-10-04T16:17:00.004-05:00

So fall is a GREAT time of year I love the fall. We get to play outside with out freezing or sweating most of the time right. But here in Chicago FALL can be different every time.

It has been so cold we have had to use our new HEATER already. At least today it is 60 degrees outside right? Here are a few pictures of Sean from over the weekend. We are so busy for the rest of the month and I feel as if I never have time to post.

I turned 30~

2009-09-24T17:30:00.001-05:00

Well I have been super super busy with school, lab, clinical, therapy visits and doctor visits for Sean to take up a lot of my time.

But I just turned 30, I don't feel any different but everyone says that I should.

I am so tired by the end of the day going to school Monday thru Saturday is A LOT of work but it will be worth it.

We have also had a string of bad luck around the house.

First our dog was sick and costed us $700.00 I am glad he is okay but that is a lot of money

Second our A/C broke, and our furnace is on its last leg too so we jumped in and are getting a new A/C and Furnace put in in this weekend

Third our dryer broke but hopefully the part we ordered will fix it.

Fourth our freezer keeps popping open on our fridge.

The joy of owning a home sucks right now.

Well that is all I got right now have to get to my homework. We have at least 1 test a week.

Back to school times 2

2009-09-01T15:15:00.003-05:00

Sorry I have not posted in SO LONG. Life has been hectic, and crazy as we all know it. Not only did Sean start school again, I am in school again too. I am going back to school to become a Nurse. I am so excited, but I know I have a long way ahead of me, but I have the desire and passion to do it and the support from my husband and family. Here are a few pictures of the night before school, since I am at school already before he gets on the bus and it rained for the first few days of school so Patrick couldn't take a picture outside. For the last few years I have thought about it and now is the perfect opportunity for me since I am unemployed.

I want to work with kids and help make a difference and now I just need to get there. So if there is a long time in between blogs it is because I have a TON of studying and homework to do.

I have only been in school since last Monday and already had two tests and read over 12 chapters. Today was my first lab, where we fed someone, and got fed blindfolded, take pulse, and blood pressure manually. My next test is on 10 chapters!

But at the end of my first class I can get a job at the hospital so I am excited about that too and at least I will have hands on experience for the rest of the classes.

So till next time, lots of reading:) Sean is keeping his glasses is on and we are still waiting on his SMO's and night brace to come in.

Our new man in his new glasses

2009-08-21T17:41:00.001-05:00

Here is a great picture I got of Sean in his glasses. He is actually taking to them quite well and has been keeping them on. I will update more soon it has been a crazy few weeks and school starts this week.

I need $$$$$ to start growing on trees

2009-08-18T09:34:00.006-05:00

So we met with a Dr. G yesterday and found out that the braces Sean has the AFO, and the SMO's are not doing it for Sean. The AFO is causing bruising around his leg and he is still falling a ton.

We were told he needs to get bilateral custom made smo's and a custom made night splint for his right side.

We also found out this past week that he needs glasses which we spent $219.00 I can only imagine what we are going to have to pay for all of these braces.

But we have to do them it is something he needs even if we don't have all of the money to pay for it since I am still unemployed. More on that to come.

Thanks for letting me vent and freak out about money. Then again who doesn't freak out about money.

Here are a few cell phone pictures of him trying on glasses. We should get his glasses later this week and we also get casted late this week too.

Things that make you go hmmmmm

2009-08-09T16:47:00.003-05:00

So my mom has been having some back hip issues. So she has been to all of these different types of doctors. I went with her yesterday and we found out that her ANA was positive.

Well my ANA is positive to and the doctor said that it is passed down through pregnancy and could potential cause problems and that both of us..... especially me should get tested further. I made an appointment with him and told him about how Sean suffered a stroke. He said most likely Sean's ANA could be positive to and that could be why is protein levels were so low. We never found out why they were low.

He said that a positive ANA can mean a lot of different things and is not saying this is why Sean had a stroke. But it has definitely peaked his and mine interest in doing further testing on me to see what is going on.

I had my ANA tested well before Sean was conceived and even before we were married. I had mine tested back in 2001 when I was having a lot of issues and it was right after my grandma passed.

They did some basic tests back then and everything can back in normal limits except for the ANA and now they have a lot more tests they test for when a positive ANA comes up.

So this is my things that you make you go hmmmmmm. Got to go make dinner!

Therapy garage sale find

2009-08-02T11:09:00.003-05:00

So Sean and I were driving home from the pool on Friday and passed by a garage sale and found a little tikes climber.

I immediately stopped and looked at it. I got it for $10.00 and could not pass it up. Here a few pictures of Sean playing on it from this morning.

It is a great therapy toy because he has to use both hands to climb and tummy control!

Long time no blog

2009-07-21T15:12:00.003-05:00

So I know it has been awhile since I blogged. I am out of it lately. Sean has been sick and still is, Patrick is sick and I am just blah.

I am still unemployed and still looking for a job. I love being home with Sean but I know financially we can not do this forever although I do wish we could some how.

I know things will turn around, but it gets depressing after awhile looking and posting for jobs and stressful on top of it all.

Luckily I have an amazingly supportive husband and family and friends to surround me.

This weekend we are going camping so I am excited about that, lets hope the two boys in my life are feeling better before than!

Appointment set for Perinatologist

2009-07-08T11:10:00.003-05:00

Well I finally decided I am ready to make an appointment with a perinatologist.

Since Sean was a preemie, the stroke, the hole in his brain and everything else my OBGYN and I decided it would be best for Patrick and I to have a consult before we are pregnant.

So I have some questions to ask already but I have never been to the peri and I know I will not be able to think of all of the questions I should ask.

My main one is I wanted to make sure we have done everything and every test to make sure that this won't happen the second time around.

But please help and let me know which questions I should ask.

Thanks,

Erin

Cutting the lawn with daddy

2009-07-06T15:29:00.007-05:00

So Patrick went outside this weekend to cut the grass and Sean said Mommy I want to go too.

We got dressed and he had to wear his fireman hat too. His grandma bought him a bubble blowing lawn more.

Sean told me he needed a lawn bag just like daddy..... luckily I had a brown paper bag from Jewel he could use to for it.

He helped daddy cut the grass and pick up sticks. Sean amazes me daily with all of things he can do and is learning.

He is amazing with how much he can do and everything he has overcome in his life this far. Here are to many many many more amazing things to come.

Happy 4th of July

2009-07-04T17:43:00.005-05:00

We just wanted to wish everyone a happy and safe 4th of July. Have fun and be safe while celebrating a great day!

Sean was scared of the fireworks last night especially the loud booms and tonight looks like fireworks may be rained out and not sure if we will go again but some of neighbors may blow some off.

Sean is getting so big and way to quickly. Just wanted to make this short and sweet and share a few new pictures of Sean from this weekend. We had a huge BBQ yesterday at our house and we are all still worn out and some of us a little hung over. Hmmm.

Be safe and enjoy this time with your family and friends!

Year 3 in review

2009-07-01T10:17:00.010-05:00

Here are some more pictures of Sean. Enjoy.

Year 2 in review of Sean

2009-06-29T15:30:00.010-05:00

Here you go. I know you were all waiting for it:) Year 3 to date coming soon.
Here are a few of the thousands upon thousands of pictures I have.

The first year of Sean

2009-06-26T10:46:00.007-05:00

Here are a few pictures of Sean's first year of life. I can not believe how much he has changed. Look for year 2 and part of 3 soon.

Sean fell and hit his head on the cement

2009-06-25T11:17:00.004-05:00

So Sean has fallen a lot lately and it is starting to make me nervous.

On Monday we played at the pool with Amanda and Leah, which was LOTS of fun. Sean wanted to play on the park afterwards and was climbing up the mountain climber and fell off and hit the back of his head. He was fine, he acted fine all night and the next day,

On Tuesday at school I get a call from the nurse and I said uh oh what happened. Sean fell on the cement and has a bump on his head, arms, knees.

Tuesday afternoon he got home and we went and saw the doctor I just wanted to make sure everything was okay. He checked him out and all is fine just a few bumps and bruises.

Yesterday he kept grabbing on to me or other people to catch his balance. Well this morning I looked at him and his one leg is a little longer than the other. The doctor and therapists told me this could happen especially since the stroke sometimes the effected side could grow slower. So now we get to do the stretching he loves oh so much (I wish) even more times a day.

Here are a few pictures from yesterday you can only see the bump/bruise on his forehead. It is smaller than it was the day before, the day before it was protruding from his head. And we are also waiting for an SMO for his right foot the effected since the AFO is causing bruising around his leg:(.

Introducing Sean the puppeteer

2009-06-25T08:47:00.003-05:00

Here is Sean at the library the other day being a puppeteer.

Dressed in style for the pool

2009-06-19T09:54:00.005-05:00

So Sean LOVES the pool this year. He can not get enough of it. It is almost like his sensory issues with the pool did a 180.

Last year he wanted to go in the water but didn't want to get wet so all he did was cry and if anyone splashed him he freaked out. This year he runs, sits, blows bubbles, goes down the big slide, the little slide, goes under, jumps into the water all by himself. He is much more confident and can not get enough of the water. He loves the water falls. He likes to jump into the water through the water fall, loves to splash and get splashed.

He says again again and again for everything it has to do with the water and this year when we have to go home is when he cries this year. I only have a few pictures of him because I can not take my camera in the water near the water fall and we go when DH is at work. But here are a few in his pool gear.

Oh we got goggles this year so he can look under water it is too cute. And he loves to take a shower before he gets to go in the pool. I remember HATING that part when I was little. I am just amazed on the difference.

A few favorite photos from our wedding day!

2009-06-12T12:30:00.003-05:00

I wanted to share with everyone a few of my favorite photos from our wedding back in the day!

It's Raining It's Pouring

2009-06-11T20:07:00.006-05:00

So you would think the rain we go away already and um maybe warm up since it is almost the middle of June. Go away 60's bring on the 80's or even 70's.

Here are a few pictures I took of Sean during and after the rain storms we have been getting.

He was singing too. To cute.

It's raining it's pouring the old man is snoring.

He bumped his head on a wooden bed

And couldn't get up in the morning

Day 11- Day 18

2009-06-09T12:03:00.003-05:00

Day 11 Tuesday June 2nd- No accidents

Day 12 Wednesday June 3rd- No accidents

Day 13 Thursday June 4th- No accidents

Day 14 Friday June 5th- No accidents

Day 15 Saturday June 6th- No accidents

Day 16 Sunday June 7th- No accidents

Day 17 Monday June 8th- No accidents

Day 18 Tuesday June 9th(today)- No accidents

He is such a big boy if we go some where he tells us when he has to go, at home he will just go in the bathroom and go. He has pooped on the potty every time he pooped this week.

I am so excited for my big BOY being potty trained!

I promise a non potty update next:)

Potty Update and Beach Ball Sprinkler Fun

2009-06-01T21:04:00.004-05:00

Day 6 Thursday went accident free

Day 7 Friday went accident free

Day 8 Saturday went pee and poop in his big boy underwear at the same time (daddy was watching him while I was in the shower) He tried to get in the bathroom I was in

Day 9 Sunday went accident free

Day 10 Monday today he had an accident on the bus today but besides that he has done really well.

I am so glad we kept up with it

I was hesitant on the beach ball sprinkler but he went all at it and loved it. He wouldn't run in his grass with out his shoes but I will take one sensory step in the right direction at a time!

Big Boy Underwear Day 5

2009-05-27T20:02:00.003-05:00

So Sean has been wearing big boy underwear for five days now.

On Saturday he went all day accident free

On Sunday he went all day accident free

On Monday he went all day accident free

On Tuesday he went to school, told the teacher he had to go potty, and had a slight (few dribbles) on the bus ride home. No other accidents the rest of the day

Today he went all day accident free till this afternoon and he peed all over the place and than cried and said he still had to go potty and than went poop on the potty and the rest of the night accident free.

Question is I know accidents happen but is he not ready for this? Some people are telling me that he is not ready if he has already had two accidents. He just forgets some times especially when he is playing and really into something.

What do you think. I think he is ready he normally always tells us he has to go. He pees and poops on the potty no problem.

So what do you think? Continue with the big boy underwear or go back to pull ups?

Welcome to McDonalds may I help you

2009-05-27T10:59:00.008-05:00

This is too cute.

Welcome to McDonald's may I help you?

Sean was so cute playing McDonald's at my aunts
weekend BBQ. It was funny too.